Sunday 30 December 2012

2012

2012 is coming to an end and we are all still alive and kicking. The famous Mayan's so-called doomsday did not realise, thankfully, and now we are all looking back and figuring how silly it was for people to believe an apocalypse predicted centuries ago could actually be genuine. Perhaps the Mayans shouldn't be entirely blamed since they did not explicitly imply that it is the end of the world the reason they stopped jotting down dates, but those archaeologists who creatively interpreted it as a possible end-of-the-world indication.

Anyway, 2012 is a special year for me. It's the beginning of a new life for me because I ended my secondary school life and traversed a path I never walked before. The school life routine was broken and I was blessed with an opportunity to wander into another world where things are not as easy as it appeared to be.

Let's look back at what have transpired.

First, I got a part time job in a restaurant that sells mainly frog porridge. I was bored to death at home so I figured I could find a part time job and earn some money to sustain my living independently. After all, I've 5 months more before I resume my studies and I really ain't going to waste it at home sitting on the chair like a sack of potatoes waiting to sprout.

So there I got, a part time job. It wasn't a pleasant one because I was working as a waiter. I hated it. There really was no telling when your customers would come. Sometimes there was one, sometimes there were so many you lost control of the situation and confusion hit you. Furthermore, the restaurant allows their customers to smoke, and since my respiratory system was never in the pink, I contemplated to quit. Luckily the boss told me, indirectly and as polite as possible, that they did not need my assistance anymore as their business wasn't up to their expectation and an extra hand was not needed at the time. I was as pleased as punched and gladly quit.

Then I found my second part time job, the one which I like so much that I even consider going back there after my STPM. It was a stationary/book shop that organises book fairs in schools. While the job was downright exhausting and sometimes screamingly exasperating, I enjoyed it very much because I learnt a lot and I got to visit many schools. The job was tough since I was required to work from 7am-6pm, and, when there's no book fair, 9am-5pm, I never once felt sick of the job. I got to see the world outside and realised that it wasn't as beautiful as I had imagined, and that customers who patronised your fairs could sometimes be very shifty and deceptive. And I found what I liked. Something not many people who share but still something I enjoy indulging in. 

I quit the job April since I have to resume my study life. Form 6 was not the same as form 5. It's widely acknowledged as one of the toughest exam in the world - and for that I am sure everyone who goes through the torture will gladly agree with that rumour - and the change of system does not seem to be helpful and has actually exerted an extra load than removing any. Due to the part time jobs I took on, my personality has changed and I became more exuberant and socially active, and though I still did not enjoy my life the way most people do, I've learned to let go of something and embrace new stuffs I find welcoming and appropriate. Form 6 class was just as appropriate as it sounds. L6BP - a class of mixed students who, for certain subjects, have lessons together and, for different subjects, segregate. Thanks to the mixed combination, the uniqueness of this class is perhaps what captured me the most. Not too many nerds, thanks to Physics students who spend less time memorising, and not too many geeks, thanks to Biology students who spend less time twisting their brains trying to fathom the list of discombobulating formulae. While there appears to be a gap between few groups of friends, most mingle well, with perhaps five or six who do not fit in or even attempt to blend in.

Then we were told that we probably would have to go to Junior College next year, immediately rain a cloud of despondence through the students. Not that I hate it very much. To me there's something good about it, but it would be too sudden for us to go there next year, and a change of system is going to be another chaos and I would be happy to avoid that. Luckily, we won't be going there next year. Then, MUET exam. MUET was an entirely different English exam than what we've sat for, and this exam proved to be arduous. STPM too. After half a year of struggling, we sat for one exam that was given scant time. Basically, I had eaten and regurgitated everything in the exam. I am sure I did abysmally but I guess I'll let faith determines how it ends. 

That's my life throughout this year. It's the most meaningful and eventful life I have. Though sadly many of my friends have gone on to further their studies at elsewhere, we manage to gather when opportunity comes and the joy was still as pleasant as it was. Of course I too have chummed up a few new friends during form 6 and they are great too, and annoyingly I am still asked to burden a responsibility nobody likes and I foresee that it'll possess me for another year.

So what are the interesting events that don't concern me worth remembering?

Well, first of all, we survived the apocalypse! Like I said, the apocalypse is rubbish and I really have no idea why so many people around the world buy it and fell for it. Maybe there are clouded by notions that the Earth is sick and man-made disaster, whether deliberate or unintentional, was indeed going to happen and obliterate the world into oblivion. It sounded plausible, since the weather change this year was rapid, abrupt and violent and very unpredictable. Storms hit several parts of the world and the amount of deaths was frightening. Violence and clashes are omnipresent and there appear to be no easing.

Earlier this year, Anwar was finally acquitted from sodomy charges. After four years of trials, allegations and defamation, justice prevailed and he was acquitted. That news certainly impacts BN hardest since they couldn't create another lie easily again to drag the opposition down. Next, massive internet blackout. Wikipedia, for instance, went black for a day in protest of SOPA, an internet law recently drafted and passed (was it?) in the USA which threatened the freedom of speech and put lots of innocent people at risk of faulty lawsuits. Malaysia later follows the step and intends to implement the same law, but at last any news go unheard as the public's response was so intense I did not think the government would even dare to mention in by passing.

Then, there was Bersih 3.0. The government was right at one thing: it is politically motivated, but they got one thing wrong: not by the opposition, but by how dirty you are. Knowing that such demonstration would significantly affect their image and exploit their dirty works, they vehemently disapprove it and outlaw it. Nonetheless, it didn't stop the public from participating it. It was a peaceful demonstration, until someone unknown clashed with the cops and from there things went pear-shaped. The police sprayed water laced with chemicals and fired tear gas, which immediately drew public outcry, activists condemnation and international attention. It was internationally acknowledged as a violation of human rights, and the moves by the government were recognised as inhumane and brutal. Only the government insisted what they did was right and appropriate, and the newspaper intended to support it by publishing lots of articles with lies. Please, the public are smarter than you think!

Then Bersih chairman was sued an amount of money. In accordance with the controversial Peaceful Assembly Act, if violence broke out and damages were widespread and severe, the person who organised the responsible event would be held accountable for the damage. Everybody knew it was bullshit, but the government decided to do whatever in their power for their enemy to topple. How it ended was not exactly known as lights were not shed on it, but since Ambiga is a lawyer, such a move would not be easy on someone as prominent as her.

Moving on, we have a case of kidnapped boy who caught international attention. His name was Nayati, and if I'm not mistaken he had Dutch blood. I'm pretty sure the only reason the police were working so hard on the case was because the father's status, or else this type of kidnapping would usually go quiet. Anyway, the boy escaped unscathed later when ransom was paid. And, guess what, the kidnappers were later nabbed and prosecuted. Interestingly though, a report released earlier seemed to suggest that Malaysia was the safest country in Southeast Asia, surpassing Singapore. What a joke!

Then, global was once again hit by economic recession, and it became so fragile whoever attempted to fix it risked going bankrupt. Four countries in Europe were on the brink of insolvency, and unfortunate for London it had to host the Olympics. With people's expectation held high and anticipation rising, London could never risk disappointing its fan so they decided to do their best to deliver a powerful programme. And so they did, though it wasn't as good as Beijing Olympics, it was good itself and certainly deserved an applause. The economy in Europe later on improved marginally, but the impact was not going to be easily improved as unemployment rate was high.

Lee Chong Wei came very close to win Malaysia's first ever Gold medal. He was defeated by Lin Dan by only two points. He endeavoured not to cry on stage while receiving his silver medal, and later on apologised on Twitter for letting his fans down. Well, I don't idolise people no matter how great they are, but I did felt sad for him. He carried a weight so heavy he felt so sombre letting his fans down, though deep in the heart everybody was already ebullient he could grab a silver. Pandelala later became the first Malaysian to win a silver in diving, lighting hope for Malaysian athletes to perform better in sports other than badminton. Paralympics, held in the same city as Olympics, wasn't as hotly celebrated as Olympics, but still it was successful. Euro Cup was held the same year, and surprise surprise Spain again won the title!

Politics worldwide was chaotic. Libya was still as unrest as before. Egypt elected a new president, but after few months in power, the incumbent president decided to enact a law that is deemed unconstitutional and therefore the public strongly condemns it. Even the lawyers rejected it and walked away. Egypt politics remained unrest, and the tourism was severely impact. Pakistan drew attention to it when a young girl was shot on a bus. She criticised the militants and was shot. Lucky for her the attempted assassination failed and she survived, though after going through a series or ordeals. An Indian student boarded a wrong bus and was gang-raped by six men. An iron rod was inserted into her and she subsequently suffered from multiple organ failures. After several days of surgeries and medical assistance, she ended up dead. Her friend who was with her pulled through though. Even though she died, the incidence remained vivid in people's mind and voiced concerns over women rights in India. 

Shooting incidence in USA was rampant. First there was a shooting in a theatre when Batman was screened. The man was believed to have suffered from some mental disease. Then, a shooting occured in Newtown, Connecticut, only this time, it happened in an elementary school. I was flabbergasted it happened in an elementary school. How did a young gal got a gun to shoot at people? The incidence was used as an example for the government to take action against ammunition enforce stricter laws for the use of guns. As of speaking, the case has not been solved and is still a sensitive issue.

Gangnam Style became a sensation. I didn't know how it become so hot, but suddenly everybody begins to sing and dance it. The singing was not very pleasantly nice, and the music was slightly annoying. The dance was weird, but still everybody goes on singing it. It became the first Youtube video to receive 1 billion views, surpassing Justin Bieber's Baby. Then we have the sex blog couple, whose unabashed view of sex receive harsh criticism. They published their sex photos on their blog, which is now blocked, and aren't ashamed of it and didn't care how the public receives it. To me, I don't really care that much. You can do whatever that you want and you can post it wherever you want. If I don't want to watch it, I simply don't go to your blog. Apparently, the public receives it differently and demands apologies from the couple. NUS was pressed to take action against his student, and an enforcement was established to review the case and a decision was drawn, though discreetly. 

Well, many more happened this year and I can't really write all of them down, but 2012 has been a wonderful year. One more day left before we embrace 2013, and I somehow feel that this year shouldn't have ended so fast. Goodbye, 2012. 



Tuesday 25 December 2012

Merlin: The Diamond Of The Day

I have been a great fan of Merlin. I've been looking forward for the series finale since last year when I first watched an episode and today I finally am able to watch the series finale.

I'm not a British nor an American, so trying to watch the show online is pretty tough as I have to dig deep to find a website that doesn't ask for money. And because I'm a Malaysian so I do not know much about the Arthurian legend. Frankly I don't even know this legend exists until I watched an episode of Merlin.


The Diamond Of The Day

I loved the episodes. The first part focuses on Merlin trying to gain back his power after it is seemingly absorbed by a creature sent by Morgana while the second part centres on Merlin and Arthur friendship, the discovery of Merlin's sorcery and the final battle.

The first part was great. Honestly I got tricked by the trailer. I actually thought Merlin is going to join the battle without his magic. Trailers.....

Merlin knows he is vulnerable and practically useless without his magic, so he decides that the best solution to gain back what is being robbed is to go to where magic is born - the Crystal Cave. It slightly annoys me why Morgana didn't just kill him there. She has a chance and no resistance, so killing him off should be exceedingly easy, and yet she chose to trap him there, giving him a chance to regain his power and escape.

Well, we later on realise that Merlin is much more powerful than he has been portrayed. He is magic himself.

I liked how Arthur reacts when he knows that Merlin isn't joining him for battle. The truth moments between this two best friends have always been my favourite. Arthur confesses that Merlin is the bravest man he has ever encountered, and is deeply disturbed and sad he couldn't join him. Obviously Gwen shares the same view, but perhaps she is a bit more understanding and knows that Merlin would never abandon Arthur in time of needs.

The second part was the best one. It begins with the battle that ends in the first part. It appears that Camelot is going to fall as the enemy marches on, until Emrys interferes and uses his magic to topple the enemy. Mordred, filled with revenge, uses the sword that was forged with the dragon's breath to kill Arthur, and Arthur did likewise. Perhaps Arthur doesn't know his sword isn't an ordinary one, but it certainly does its trick. By the way, is it just me, or Arthur seems a little bit too calm and strong for a person who has a sword run through him?

Anyway, he collapses and Emrys takes him away. Merlin later tells Arthur his secret and Arthur understandably does not want him to be around, until Gaius appears the next day and convinces Arthur that Merlin is his only chance of survival. He reluctantly agrees and sees what Merlin does throughout the journey. He dies after saying thank you.

Morgana, on the other hand, dies after being killed by Merlin using the same sword Arthur killed Mordred. In my book the battle between Morgana and Merlin is very anti-climatic. They both are extremely powerful sorcerers and yet they fight like a human.

I like the moments between Arthur and Merlin. You could see how afraid Arthur was, and then how he slowly accepts who Merlin is. Despite the fact that he fears Merlin, his subconscious still wants to protect him like he always did. You could see it when they come across the Saxons and despite his wounds he wants to fight with them. Of course Merlin wouldn't allow it, and now that his secret is out he could use magic and single-handedly destroy his enemies.

The chemistry between them is simply fantastic. Arthur later realises Merlin has always been helping them, and yet never once did Merlin seek for credits and recognition. Merlin promptly replies that's not what he is after, and that stuns Arthur. Their moments together are so touching I almost shed a tear.

Like I said, I didn't know much about that Arthurian legend so I really didn't know Arthur was going to die. It saddens me to watch him die, because I would really love to see how Merlin and Arthur live together when Arthur accepts him as a sorcerer.

I would also prefer to see how Camelot would be a few years later, now that Gwen is the Queen and that she knows who Merlin is.

It's sad that the series has ended. Anyway, it's a great show, and I'll always remember it as one of the best television drama ever aired.


Merry Christmas


It's December 25th again. It means.......CHRISTMAS!! Merry Christmas everyone! I'm not a Christian but that ain't going to stop me from celebrating this wonderful event. It would have been better if I could see snow, play with it, receive gifts, have santa claus trying to get into the chimney in my house (just kidding haha).


It's the first Christmas after the world ends! Cheers!

Friday 21 December 2012

Holiday

How have you spent your holiday? It's interesting how simple yet difficult this question is. You have spent a holiday doing something, which means you already have the experience required to answer such a question. Yet when you're inquired how have you used it, you got stumped, you will be lost for words and usually you'll brush it off or nonchalantly give a mundane response.

It's true. You have gone through a month doing lots of activities - whatever activities they are - and yet sometimes you can't find one valuable enough to be recorded. Most people would say they spend most of time sitting at home, idle, watching television dramas, soap operas or playing computer games - typical of teenagers right now - or going online to chat with friends, trying to dig out whatever that is worth giving attention to, et cetera. 

Some people will say they participated in many activities. Camps, for example. Some of them got so active they joined a camp and be crazy for a few days. The chummed up a few friends, exchanged knowledge and interests with some random boys and girls, probably fell in love after detecting overlapping interest, got so spent they went home and slept like a pig for a few days undisturbed until their parents thought they dropped dead and crossed over to the other realm, or suffered severe sunburn their skin peeled off.

Some find a part time job, trying to earn money to support themselves. Sometimes, you'll realise a meagre amount of money, though unable to allow you to live entirely autonomously, could be very satisfying. Some will try to fulfil their dreams, go after dreams they thought they'll never realise, and venture into places they could never possibly imagine.

What have I done? Basically, nothing. I've been sitting idly at home trying to figure out what to do on the next day, and this is probably a routine I never fail to break since the holiday kicks off. Occasionally I would go play badminton. I'm never very good at it but I am trying hard to improve it. Sometimes my father will bring me for a day trip to various places, and for once in my life I've got the opportunities to travel to someplace where I thought my father would never ever possibly bring me. I attended my cousin's wedding in Langkawi. A very luxurious and thankfully lovely wedding and a nice buffet. The buffet sent me under the weather though, causing me to go through the same torture I sweared on God I never wanted to be hit again. (Yes, I've had it before)

Anyway, this holiday is one of the best I've ever had. It might not be very colourful or fruitful, but it certainly ain't the most dull one. I hope you guys have a great holiday, because once our study life is over, such a holiday is deemed to be extremely precious, very hard to come by, and definitely a chance you'll never ever want to let it slip. Enjoy your last two weeks. 


PMR 2012

Jit sin has once again top Penang by emerging as the school with the most number of students scoring 8As. The number this year is 286, fewer than 297 last year, but is still something to be proud of. Good job Jit Sin-ese. Hopefully SPM, STPM and STPM Baharu result will be as good as this. Fingers crossed!

Doomsday? Maybe Not

December 21st, 2012 has always been a date everyone remembers. People believe the apocalypse falls on this date because the Mayan calender ends here, and most people believe it to be genuine because the Mayan has a reputation in predicting the future.

To me? I don't believe such crap. A date is simply something you jot down the time, not something you predict when the world ends.

It's pretty fascinating how December 21st has been sensationalised. The movie 2012 is the embodiment of media influence. I haven't watched the movie because I do not want to support a bunch of people waiting to gain profit by exaggerating and sensationalising a myth, but the movie certainly did portray the world as a dirty place, which I won't deny, and the end of the world as painfully horrifying.

Lots of ideas rose. Some said the Earth's magnetic field will be reversed. Some said the Sun will simply go astray and will never ever rise. Some said alien would intrude our world and damage our delicate Earth. Some said a meteor will hit and obliterate the Earth. The most absurd one I've stumbled upon, so far, would probably be that Gangnam Style hits 1,000,000,000 views on Youtube.

On the other hand, a multitude of people like me would rather choose a less stressful and a more optimistic alternative - ignore the myth. The world will not end just because someone predicts it'll end. It's 11.23pm, December 21st, 2012, and nothing has yet happened, and nothing will.


Wednesday 12 December 2012

Going Down

My friend today said on facebook that collapsing is one thing he would never ask to experience again. I presumed he actually went down, but since he was able to post on Facebook about that encounter, I again presume it wasn't something serious.

This reminds me of something: I experienced the same thing, except for the falling down part and possibly apparent time lapse. 

It was about a year or two ago, a Saturday morning. It happened during activity. I couldn't remember what activities I had before that encounter, but I could remember when. It was around noon, I was standing in a squad. 

Then, suddenly, I felt vibrations in my ear, only momentarily. Then, my hearing got impaired, sounds became vague and eventually I almost heard nothing. Then, my eyes acted weird. Darkness permeated, it was spreading outside in. Eventually, only a ring of normal vision remained in the centre of my field of vision and the others just got black. Not entirely black, but sort of being shadowed. Web-like, and ink-like.

I was shaking on the ground. I moved forward and backward. I fought hard that time because I didn't want to fall on the ground, especially when I was in a squad. My stability was giving away, but I tried to remain still.

Thankfully, after a few seemingly long minutes, everything went back to normal.

But that experience, even though the process wasn't complete and thankfully it wasn't, was not something I would like to experience again. 

If you experience what I'd just said, you gonna watch out.