Just to write a few words to ensure my blog doesn't die off.
My blog is one of the places where I deposit my soul to be retrieved and stored.
Recent days have been overwhelming, and I have been ridiculously hapless. There are so many things to do this semester. All of them come at once and the worst thing is they are still here and they are still coming even though my final exam is in 2 weeks. This makes my life miserable.
I got my laptop back last Friday but sadly on Saturday the same problem transpired. It appears that HP has not fixed my problem. They probably made the wrong diagnosis and fixed the wrong disease or they cured the symptoms but failed to eradicate the sickness. With greatest sadness I am resending my beloved laptop back to HP tomorrow and hopefully nothing more untoward incident would materialise as I would literally cry in front of all Gods prayed in Malaysia.
In 2 weeks time I would have finished my final exams. I am left with 5 days after my last paper in Kuching and I intend to spend that 5 days wisely by travelling to interesting places in Kuching, before I move on to other parts of Sarawak. Sarawak contains hidden beauty that are hard to reach, and I do not intend to let it stop me. I will be scavenging for some nice food as well, as most of the food I have taken in Kuching, sorry to say this, is rather bland and tasteless and simply beyond what I find acceptable to my liking. Sorry Sarawakians I am rather health conscious, your oily food (kolo mee) and saucey food (all sorts of chicken rice) doesn't suit me.
Until that day....
Monday, 25 May 2015
Thursday, 21 May 2015
Question
There are certain times in your life that suck so much, you begin to question what's the purpose of your existence.
This semester really sucks for me and until I get myself away from this annoying quagmire I am stuck at I am unable to get restful or have a tad of peace.
I spoilt my 7 year old watch. A watch my uncle gave me when I was in form 3. A watch I fell in love on first sight and that I cared, literally doted with love, for 7 years and now it's spoilt and I can't repair it in Sarawak.
The few weeks later my laptop went haywire. I still don't know what went wrong and it's still being repair despite having sent it for repair for 2 weeks already. Now they tell me even KL don't have the parts and they need time to import the stock from overseas and I basically have to wait indefinitely although they have an expected date.
Then I fell sick. For quite long, about one week plus. At first I thought it was just tiredness, so I went only to a pharmacy. Then the symptoms persisted so I proceeded to a clinic. Took relevant drugs and finished the antibiotics but got worse. Whenever I lied down I would cough hard to the point it is a mere impossibility for me to lie down. I struggled whole night, didn't get proper sleep, so the next day morning I went to the clinic again, feeling beat. I was told the infection most likely moved down my respiratory tract, and I was given a stronger antibiotic.
I got better, luckily, but my nose allergy persisted and keep on producing mucous that seamlessly flow down to my throat, becoming phlegm and makes me throat itchy whole day and hence I cough all the time.
Then I just had my Mathematics test today and I screwed up my favourite and strongest subject. I made mistakes so stupid I now doubt my intelligence. I could forgive myself if it were other subjects, but Maths is a big no. Maths is my forte.
This semester sucks. It is ending in 3 weeks and I must say I cannot wait till the day comes. I will embrace it with love I will eradicate all hatred in the world.
This semester really sucks for me and until I get myself away from this annoying quagmire I am stuck at I am unable to get restful or have a tad of peace.
I spoilt my 7 year old watch. A watch my uncle gave me when I was in form 3. A watch I fell in love on first sight and that I cared, literally doted with love, for 7 years and now it's spoilt and I can't repair it in Sarawak.
The few weeks later my laptop went haywire. I still don't know what went wrong and it's still being repair despite having sent it for repair for 2 weeks already. Now they tell me even KL don't have the parts and they need time to import the stock from overseas and I basically have to wait indefinitely although they have an expected date.
Then I fell sick. For quite long, about one week plus. At first I thought it was just tiredness, so I went only to a pharmacy. Then the symptoms persisted so I proceeded to a clinic. Took relevant drugs and finished the antibiotics but got worse. Whenever I lied down I would cough hard to the point it is a mere impossibility for me to lie down. I struggled whole night, didn't get proper sleep, so the next day morning I went to the clinic again, feeling beat. I was told the infection most likely moved down my respiratory tract, and I was given a stronger antibiotic.
I got better, luckily, but my nose allergy persisted and keep on producing mucous that seamlessly flow down to my throat, becoming phlegm and makes me throat itchy whole day and hence I cough all the time.
Then I just had my Mathematics test today and I screwed up my favourite and strongest subject. I made mistakes so stupid I now doubt my intelligence. I could forgive myself if it were other subjects, but Maths is a big no. Maths is my forte.
This semester sucks. It is ending in 3 weeks and I must say I cannot wait till the day comes. I will embrace it with love I will eradicate all hatred in the world.
Monday, 18 May 2015
Laptop In Repair
My laptop has gone haywire and is currently not functional and awaiting repair.
I am also right now busy with tons of assignments and projects that would end only next week.
So pardon me for being inactive for a while. It's time to disappear.
I am also right now busy with tons of assignments and projects that would end only next week.
So pardon me for being inactive for a while. It's time to disappear.
Monday, 4 May 2015
Money
There's one thing I want to say: I don't like to spend money unnecessarily before I have the independence and ability of earning them.
So don't tell me "it's only RM10", "the cup of coffee is RM12 it's 50% discount OMG" this sort of shits.
You can enjoy yourself and spend your money like there's no tomorrow. But the money I currently have are entrusted to me by my parents so that I could survive, not to spend them on these things.
You might argue, like other people, that why I make myself suffer by restricting myself this way. Well, in my opinion what you are doing is simply indulging yourself in materialism, a practice when, if you are devoid of money, is torturing to you.
I have incredibly thrifty way of being happy. I don't need to buy a cup of Starbucks to be happy.
You need to learn to enjoy being thrifty, then to jump into the disturbing bandwagon by splashing money unnecessarily.
Until you have the independence of earning your own money, you better listen to me.
So don't tell me "it's only RM10", "the cup of coffee is RM12 it's 50% discount OMG" this sort of shits.
You can enjoy yourself and spend your money like there's no tomorrow. But the money I currently have are entrusted to me by my parents so that I could survive, not to spend them on these things.
You might argue, like other people, that why I make myself suffer by restricting myself this way. Well, in my opinion what you are doing is simply indulging yourself in materialism, a practice when, if you are devoid of money, is torturing to you.
I have incredibly thrifty way of being happy. I don't need to buy a cup of Starbucks to be happy.
You need to learn to enjoy being thrifty, then to jump into the disturbing bandwagon by splashing money unnecessarily.
Until you have the independence of earning your own money, you better listen to me.
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