Disappointed

Disappointment.

Disappointed.

Ever since I first started doing this, it never succeeded. Everything I planned would never be carried out smoothly, and most got cancelled at the end.

Disappointment is what possesses me ever since I was small.

When I got happily waiting for something, looking for something, they'll be something that'll make me despondent, make me sad and cause a change of plan.

Whatever I do, things will never go smoothly as I want them to be.

Perhaps, this is life, and people grow mature from accepting a faith they know they couldn't change.

And mine, would be full of disappointment.

Perhaps I should stop expecting or hoping too much. Perhaps it'll be easier that way.